It has. It has been a while since I posted anything. I have gone almost silent on line. I have my reasons, but mostly just fear of upsetting someone else. I keep upsetting people around me, and I have to admit I am a bit baffled. I have not upset anyone by way of yelling, being mean, denigrating, etc., nor does it even seem to need me to open my mouth.
The year started so incredibly well. I finally live in Virginia again. I have been trying to get back home for 4 years. I was unable to get insurance in Virginia due to my MS and my coverage in Florida would be dropped if I moved. January 1st it happened. Thanks to Obamacare. I am home. It was one of the best things ….
Then back into the classroom I went, and upsetting people.
The conclusion I am currently at is this. I have been wanting to change my life for a long time so that I am not on the road so very much. I think the universe is simply screaming at me that it is time. Time for that change. No more excuses. No more “trying”. Change will happen. What change you ask? That I do not know, but change I must.
A quote I have on my desktop is “Are you willing to give up all you have become for the possibility of what may be” – Martin Heidiger. To that I say yes – through the eye of the needle I go…
There is not much I have ever wanted to do, except teach. So as I ponder what that means now on this very snowy March day in northern Virginia I will quilt. Mom passed Sept 29th of last year and she left a quilt top for my sweet little niece. I promised I would finish it by Christmas and I am now late although I am nearly finished!
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