Uggghhh My weight is not dropping. My strength is dramatically improving. I can do more push-ups or more ab work or simply just more every day, but the weight is not coming off. I can feel my muscles growing. I can feel my strength increasing.
My diet is great. I eat well. I eat good proportions.
The only thing left to change is my stress level. That is still too high. It has been 2 years of paying of my ex’s bills and still the creditors are calling. I have now sent the lawyer after him. I still don’t understand how a man walks away from the woman he says he loves and leaves her with all of the bills still baffles me. So I think that might explain a few things. A body’s response to stress is my real issue I think.
So I will keep showing up, I will keep pushing play on the DVDs, I will do my best and forget the rest and the weight just simply has to come off at some point.
I think now that I am in phase II I will do doubles. Bring on the Cardio X!!!
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